The Land Of Tears♥

2011/10/04 ,

21:13

Jar of hearts.

I wish I could put all my thoughts in a jar.
I think too much.
Thinking too much causes me to over think
and analyze things I don't want to deal with.
It gets too much for me to handle and I panic.
I shut myself down and go to war with myself.
I'm tired.
I'm sick of being tired.
I don't like who I am,
but I have to live with it,
I don't know what I'm doing.
I'm sick of feeling sad.
Sick of wanting things and people I can't have.
I want to be at peace with myself for once.
To be happy and think about things that doesn't send me over the edge.

one step closer
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