We're friends. Almost half of my world rotate around them, and I couldn't imagine if they leave. It's only about a month time, but I really need them & I rely on them. I believe in constellation, it's somehow accurate. I cherish every single human that walked in or thru my life. They might come and go, but they are all part of me. Memories that I wouldn't left behind. I believe, everyone that came into my life, they taught me lesson. They may be good or bad, it's life.

A lot happened on us, worst of all, I really don't know could I even handle it anymore! I'm in a mess, everything is creeping up my nerves, yet I've no idea on solving em'. How I wish they could understand how I feel... I'm not being emotion nor being hyperbole on this matter, I just care.

When the word love comes into friendship, everything ruin. It's not me nor them, it's the feeling inside, I believe? I just hate us being estrange, the sense of distance of me and them. I don't want this happen on us, anyone of us! I wish we're friends forever.

Yes, I fell for one of them, but the sense of hopeless, I'll stop myself from crossing the line. Cause I knew, once I cross the line, everything will be different. Maybe it's just me, I hope, I pray, they'll do the same. Drawing friendship line and relationship line clearly. loves <3