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The Land Of Tears♥
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2010/11/09 ,
11:52
L.I.F.E


Like I said, I'll only come back once in awhile. Bear with me... I'm just too lazy to blog! When I'm E.M.O, perhaps?:] It happened a lot these days. Out of our expectation! Who else will thought about it, right? One of my besties, caught in an accident and the mother just passed like this. It's life... We all know! It's just too hard to cope with it, even if it's life. Could you? It was like a terrible storm, came and hit us on the head and leave... Everything, everyone seems still living with their live, but then...when accidents happened on the others? How do they live and cope with it?

5th November 2010. A wedding day, a birthday, a vacation, a prom? It means a lot...
For them, it's their beloved lost! How cruel...When the others are laughing, playing happily, they suffer... A date that means a lot to them, a date that they wish it would never be!

By now, I knew a lesson on life. It's tragic, it's all about fate, it's unpredictable! Everything would just change in next second, how sad?!

I cried, I caught insomnia, I couldn't eat at all... I'm so so worried! The fear on his face, the helpless look from the eye, I can do nothing but looking at it. I feel so useless... It's the funeral the third day. I went... The scent that I would never ever forget. It makes me crying over and over! How cruel... The family looking at the coffin of the mother being push bit by bit into the incinerator, everyone cried, so do him! He cried, and kneel... The sadness, the heartache, as a friend, we only could stand and cry... What else to be said, what else to be comfort? Nothing...

As time pass, I hope everything will have an end. It's hard, but it's the only way! Auntie, may you rest in peace. My deepest condolence to the family!

&& poor boy, don't take everything for yourself. It's not anyone's fault, it's an accident! Boy, I'll always be with you. I seriously hope you'll walk yourself out of this. Nobody can help but you, yourself!

It's LIFE! How funny... A word, 4 alphabet explained everything. The pain, the lost, the cruel, the truth!