2010/05/31
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23:25
You make me a fool!

Everything happens in the same time.
Happy, terrified, sad, excited, shocked!
Happy to see AhKit & AhZheng in shop today.
They came to learn on how to modify a printer!
Their arrival totally shocked me, so so happy to see them after so long. <3
PeenPeen came back and went dinner together.
I makes me happy x 1000! xD
And...
I asked you for photo shot, you turn me down and say you don't like taking photos!
Again, i smile and pretend I don't care.
Inside, different kinds of feelings appear...
Remember I saw photos of you and her, with big big smile!
Isn't that obvious enough that Im nothing in your heart?
How could you make me a fool?
You took my heart and return it in pieces.
And yet I have to act like I don't care a thing!
It terrified me that I would lose you...
I've no more idea on what can I do.
I'm not the kind of girl that can simply give you things you want and leave...
I love you, that's why I gave you everything!
But now I know we won't have a chance, so everything should end with a full-stop!
Please let me go, don't mess with me if you know you won't stay for me.
I'm not the kind of girl that can play tricks in love...
And I wonder if i ever cross your mind... For me, it happens all the time!